Chrisi i need your help pal. My head is all muddled, what is the truth, you know what i am like. Remember when you told me you had been fighting and you came home with a black eye....I was so angry with you, it turned out to be only face paint from the youth club! You did laugh at me that day along with your pals. I know i am so guillible but i don't know how to change. Since i lost you all my emotions have heightened loads. I can't control them at all. You know how my heart is breaking, please take a visit to a certain persons dreams take your pal with you, you tell him i am not the person he makes me out to be. Tell him i love him. He is having a bad time too give him a hug say it is from me. Thanks pal i miss you xxxxxxx